Missed opportunity at the Poker

Hi friends, 

I had a rough experience playing live last week and I  feel I made a mistake and its been hard to shake the feeling all week long. Work has been unbearable. I made the final 50 of a 1500 runner tournament. The winner took over £20,000 I cashed for £500 but I made a bad play in the late stages and my AJ suited ran into Queens. Its really hard to explain but the winner was on my table with less chips than I had at the point I decided to make a stupid play. I should have won. Nobody to blame but my own bad play. Anyway, maybe see you at the tables.