When your dreams get canceled

Hey mates,

Yesterday I was in a very strange spot of my life and poker life. I wanted to do a test to myself and play with HUD, very serious, only make +EV and chips decisions. I practiced for an hour in PreFlop+ and SNG coach. I even did sit ups and push ups. Lol. Felt so ready for the tournaments.Started with a quick cash session in a short deck holdem, which went fine. Picked 4 tourneys Abi4, managed to get a decent stack in two of them and while playing, I was thinking to myself, that if today's session I won't make it to final table or close at any of those tourneys - I will never consider myself a poker player, only for hobby. The moment I thought of it, the Pokerstars client froze and it took me a minute to realize it, because I had my headphones on with music. I only figured it out after I saw the same hands on all screens for a long time. At first I thought it just froze and restarted it, no luck! Damn - I though, must be something with my provider. Logged in on my phone, after a long wait it showed me some error screen and a recommendation to contact support. I did write to them real quick, once I had an issue logging in, because I forgot to log off my pc and the support fixed it in a short time. So I thought it would help again. Those several minutes became so nervous and I felt so helpless. You can imagine how I felt. I tried to log in my PC client, it made me do so, even open the tables, but all froze as it was before. I go to twitch and see Spraggy has a big sign that Pokerstars are having issues. After an hour or so I recieved a letter from Stars support, that they refund the buy-ins and even some money according to your chips.It's funny how it all happened the moment I tried to decide what to do with poker. My test or challenge is canceled and I don't know whether to do it again or chill and play. What would you do? 

Oh, yeah and be ware of the Daylight Savings Oct 25th - 31st.

SanSan